Testing Day Part 2 10/6/09

HOLY PREGNANCY TESTS BATMAN!!! I got it! It was positive this morning!!
Yesterday something was just nagging at me, telling me to take a test. So this morning I went and got a test and took it and sure enough there were two pink lines! I didn't need to twist the test around and get in the right light, it was there. Not super dark but there and that was enough for me.
I burst into tears, they wouldn't stop pouring down my face. I keep asking, "Are you sure?" "There's a line?" I was in total disbelief, still am some. I was shaking so bad that my hands and feet went completely numb. I always felt like I was outside of the window looking in at something I wanted so badly but couldn't find the door to get in.
I called my doctors office this morning and I go in tomorrow morning to get blood work done and then again on Friday to make sure that my levels are going up. I can't believe it. After 3 1/2 LONG years I finally got my final piece of joy.
Two months ago we left Arkansas to go tell Robbi good-bye and here we are today getting the news that she has given us a piece of her back.
We are going to wait to tell Charlie till we know everything is alright. I would like to wait till an ultrasound, but Tyler wants to tell him after the blood work. Either way we will be telling him after something shows us that things are ok.
As for family and friends, I told my best friend today, she is the only one who knows that we were trying this month and that we continued with fertility treatments. So I had to tell her, but then also ask her not to say anything. We will most likely tell my mom when she comes next month and everyone else will follow after that.
I can't believe it!