Well I went in for my blood test this morning. What a waste. My HCG level was less than .05 so there is no form of hope to hold onto. I just don't understand how it is negative when I have 3 positive HPTs. I mean come on now.
They couldn't really give me any real explaination, they said it could have been a faulty test... ummm 3 different tests, 3 different brands all on 3 different days... I doubt it.
Then they tried telling me it could have been the Ovidrel, I got the most recent positive 19 days after tha stupid shot... how likely is it that it was still in my system.
I feel like a fool and a failure. I let myself get happy about this, I shouldn't have been so damn stupid to believe it. I failed my husband and my son. I can't complete our family. Tell me please how I could have such a good run this cycle and it STILL end in heartbreak.
Tyler is crushed and heartbroken, and I don't know what to say to him since I feel the EXACT same way.
I think we have some serious talking to do this weekend
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