And the confusion and frustration continues.
When I saw Dr. Moutos earlier this month he told me to wait till cd11 to start testing with my OPKs. Something in my heart of hearts told me to go with my gut and start testing on cd9 like I did last cycle.
On cd9 it was very close to a positive... cd10 same thing. And here we are cd11 and sure enough positive! Again before cd12 I got my stupid surge. How the heck are they supposed to monitor me, if I can't make it to that much needed appt?
So, I called the doctors office and they said to go ahead and still come in tomorrow for my u/s and they will check my LH levels with some blood work and if needed I will come back in for the IUI. This is frustrating beyond belief! I mean, considering we live an hour away, I can not just keep driving back and forth for this. I mean seriously! Just check everything and go ahead and do the IUI. And if needed have be come back on Wednesday for another IUI. I have Charlie and Tyler to think about. I mean, Tyler has to be at work by 3:30 and Charlie gets home at 3:45. AHHHH someone just help me get through this!
I just seriously want my fertility journey to end. I want to be pregnant and enjoy my pregnancy and have a bundle of joy in my arms. I feel like the light that is at the end of the tunnel is so dim that I question if its still on.
I will write more tomorrow once I have more definate answers.
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